Category Archives: Thoughtful

why the **** does everything around me assume I’m a guy (updated)

unfortunately lately i have been very angry and random passerbys have been bearing the brunt of my rage. sadly i’m also too angry to be coherent enough and calm enough that it won’t just pass over their head. oh well.

like this tv show casting company (brand removed).

ugh-tvshow-makers

sigh. the individual ad by itself isn’t sexist per se. but the cumulative weight of all these ads and tv shows and everything around me is sexist. what they say is, “you don’t exist.”

i fixed it by changing the blue to hot pink and adding in some fingernails with nail polish. not to say “since your ad was masculine instead of feminine, you’re being sexist”, but rather to point out how stereotypical they were being without even noticing or acknowledging it.

tvshow-makers-poster-fixed

probably most guys (aka most of my friends) missed the point and just dismissed it as “oh another crazy person advocating political correctness”. oh well. but especially the people who work in media, if they’re not conscious of what they’re doing — well, basically they should at least be self-aware enough to admit they are okay with perpetuating these stereotypes and publicly admit it. basically, all I want them to do is include a little line:

“we welcome all types of people even if our ad is a little stereotypical!”


There is growing hope for the media industry, though, which makes me really happy.

http://www.blackenterprise.com/lifestyle/female-macgyver-contest-reality-tv-csi/

MARCH 18, 2015 9:55 PM
Hollywood’s Best Will Pay You $5,000 To Help Find a Female “MacGyver”
White House supports effort to create programming highlighting women in STEM

oh here’s another angry lady (oops, when you tell women to stand up for themselves, be prepared, they might take you up on the offer!) who impressed me

Phoenix Perry – Female Game Developer Community http://vimeo.com/81481624 for some classy examples, like this (i removed the brand, because *** them)

ugh-gaming-ad-perry-oshw


I concluded my reply email with “but in more seriousness, if you ever want to talk person-to-person instead of stereotype-to-stereotype, let me know”.

ball’s in their court now. i’ll let you all know if they follow through on talking to me.

UPDATE 3/25/15

One of my friends was able to act as a de-anger-translator and better articulate what I meant than my snarky email.

pitmancasting

 

Note the lack of stereotypical white-male stock photo, and that they now ask for pictures of what you made, not pictures of your team (I didn’t even catch the words the first time around!). -^-^- I’m happy they were able to fix their poster without much effort at all, and (I’m told) that the casting company seemed entirely sincere. As suspected, the issues was simply that they “just pulled a stock photo to get it done quickly.” (who knows about the Major Cable Network they are feeding into…).

I do feel that visually the poster is less strong as a result of the lack of human interest. Ah well, so it goes — I guess the tricky thing to do, if you include “human interest” in visual design, is to not fall into stock-photo-corporate-blandness. Maybe that’s where a sincerely-worded short sentence could help.

I feel really happy about this outcome overall. It resulted in a lot of fruitful conversations with my guy friends who were previously avoiding gender issues and now reached out because they themselves felt confused or alienated, and the casting company updated their poster.

“A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.” Changing society is a long, slow, and frustrating process, and it’s been very gratifying to put effort in and get concrete results, however small in the grand scheme of things, out. A+ would do again.

FAQ

I confused some of my friends (who perhaps haven’t thought or listended as much about gender issues) with these pictures. They corresponded privately with me, prior to the casting company releasing their updated version.

Person A: Is your problem with the image that it depicts a white male wearing a dress shirt to reflect a hobby and industry largely dominated by males. It seems the words on all these images are the same, merely the gender or presence of the hand and the color of the background, neither of which seem relevant to me with regard to stereotyping or sexism.

Me: Yes, my problem was with that image. Specifically, the context of the picture was not “here is a reflective picture in our academic article detailing the current demographics of the industry”. They were saying, “here is an image with which we are soliciting people to represent an industry to a large number of people not currently in the industry”.

Thanks for clarifying your confusion !___!

Person B: Wouldn’t it be better to congratulate them on making an ad that is not sexist? In fact, their ad seems far more gender neutral than your suggested ad.

Me: I personally don’t want to them to be gender neutral, that’s boring… I’d rather they celebrate diversity, but in an honest way, instead of a corporate-mandated hokey way. That’s why I suggest a single well-written not-canned sentence would go far.

ga4gh proposal. Beacon Versioning: Simple, Current, Future (three use cases)

Foreword

I am posting this on my blog because I spent a lot of effort on this email & there’s no reason for it to be buried inside a private mailing list.

if you, dear reader, are like most of my real-life friends and call biology “bi-lol-logy” — ignore this post, save your sanity, and come back to bioinformatics in a year. i think things will be much better then. in fact, i’m not even going to attempt to explain what’s going on here except to link to ga4gh: http://ga4gh.org/#/beacon.

otherwise… down the rabbit hole we go…

Email

Hi all,

I’d don’t want to stall momentum, since I care much more that Beacon v0.2 happens rather than a particular Beacon v0.2 happens, but as an engineer I’d also hate to see us be too hasty and make poor design choices.

Unfortunately it’s possible to describe a single variant in multiple ways in VCF

Yep, that’s concisely the problem with state-of-the-art.

From my perspective, there are three conflicting use cases and we’re trying to smush them into one Beacon/Server/Variants API spec, which may or may not be advisable.

USE CASES

1. Simple

You may only query for one position, limited to precise string

  • “Does AAG exist at position 1” –> implicitly asking, does an insertion of “AG” exist between positions 1 and 2 on the reference genome
  • Vision is “painless way for organizations to visibly commit to wanting to share genetic data by adopting a single standard, i.e. GA4GH”
  • Sidestep genetic data privacy and security issues by trading [usefulness to research] for [painless adoption]

2. Current

VCF-based

  • “Does an insertion of AG exist between reference coordinates 1 and 2”
  • Vision is “people share useful data for researching functional impact using the current industry-standard, VCF” — definitely better than silo-ed no-sharing world, but
    Source: Quote Investigator. Attribution: 1942 June 3, Florence Morning News, Mutt and Jeff Comic Strip, Page 7, Florence, South Carolina. (Newspaper Archive)
    Source: Quote Investigator. Attribution: 1942 June 3, Florence Morning News, Mutt and Jeff Comic Strip, Page 7, Florence, South Carolina. (Newspaper Archive)
    • Lamppost = current standards, which sort of support population/functional impact research if you try really hard
    • Dark = hopefully the future, where it’s painless to query for things like frame-restoring indels
    • …I hope this lamppost analogy makes sense outside the confines of my brain…

3. Future

population-based / reference-free

  • “Does an insertion of AG between query coordinates 1 and 2 exist where-ever the query ‘ATTATAGAGAG’ is best aligned on each genome in the population”
    • query string ‘ATTATAGAGAG’ used to locate position on genome
    • specific variant we’re looking for is AG, that is, we want to find genomes that say “AAGTTATAGAGAG” in the place where population-wide most genomes say “ATTATAGAGAG”
  • Vision is “future-oriented standard for developer to implement toward / iteratively develop”

IN MY OPINION

My gut feeling is #3 is beyond the scope of Beacon v0.2 and we should be clear that Beacon v0.2 is meant to support the #2 use case.

My personal opinion is that Beacon v0.2 should actually be a standardization of use case #1, but it seems like I’m in the minority (if anyone else cares about #1, please speak up!).

FURTHER NOTES

With respect to, “+1 for consistency with other GA4GH APIs” —

My concern is that currently the GA4GH APIs are very VCF-oriented, and VCF is very reference-oriented and not very population-scale-oriented [1]. On the other-hand, Beacon is population-oriented (no sense in having a Beacon to query two genomes, that doesn’t preserve anonymity at all).

My gut instinct is that the Variants API will move toward being population-oriented (reference-free). Consistency is very important, however, I think we should be cautious about moving toward consistency with Variants API in its old state. In fact it’s already starting to reflect this shift —

“graph”, in which all variation is associated with `Allele`s which may participate in `Varaints` or be called on their own. The “graph” mode is to be preferred in new client and server implementations.

[1] people are spending months merging VCF-based datasets and then indexing them with Tabix and wormtable, then they have to reindex for something as simple as querying a subset of the population … oh, I could got on but I hope I’m preaching to the choir here. If not, I’d much appreciate knowing where I’m incorrect if you’d care to explain. I’m certainly not an expert in bioinformatics.

THANKS

Thanks Mark Fiume for taking the lead and Stephen Keenan for organizing Beacon work.

CARBON COPY?

I think more lists (specifically ga4gh schema, & ga4gh server) needed to be included in this discussion, or we need an “Issues” for all of GA4GH, or something, but it’s getting very hard to keep tabs on Issues, some of which are closed, in three repositories at once. Or maybe I just need to “watch” and get email notifications on all three repos? How are people handling this crazy explosion of GA4GH work?

PUBLIC MAILING LIST

I also would note that I strongly prefer all ga4gh mailing lists be made public going forward. It’s really ridiculous to have people forward me emails from 3 different private mailing lists and link me to 10 issues on 3 repositories.

Although ga4gh-dwb-beacon is private mailing list :/ I’m still emailing instead of opening a public Issue on Github because it keeps feeling like “my calls are dropping” and no one is hears me…

other links

wow, the more i poke around on ga4gh github the more related links I see… here are some I need to read

https://github.com/ga4gh/schemas/pull/257/files

How your “Team” pictures influence my desire to even apply

Lately it’s the “startup thing” to put pictures of your team up on your website. Now, I don’t speak for all female engineers, but as a female engineer who’s kind of sensitive about these things, fairly or not, it’s an immediate turnoff to see pictures like this

Screenshot from 2015-02-25 17:59:40

Screenshot from 2015-02-25 17:59:36

It goes roughly like this:

  • I open my email.
  • Someone forwarded me an email. “Cool drone startup that’s looking to hire!”
  • I click the link and read about it, then somewhere along the way I see a picture of the Team.
  • I get irked and leave.

Sure, you all could be a bunch of egalitarian feminist dudes, and if I just go work for companies with a lot of females already I’m exacerbating the problem in some ways, but really, just kind of a turn-off.

If you at all care about getting a more diverse team, here’s two simple solutions:

1) Just don’t post pictures of your all white-male founders / leadership / engineering team. No pictures are better, then I can’t form preconceptions (yes, I recognize the irony here) about your team. Also, the more people you have, the more I’ll look specifically for females in engineering leadership positions. Mixing in your female HR / support department does not help you.

2) Or, just put a simple statement to the effect that you’re aware that your team is very white and male and that you’re working on it.

That’s enough to let me know that you care, which is a big deal to me. Working in a place where no one cares about feminism or feminism is an awkward topic would make me bitter and unhappy (and I’d leave) within months. You’ll have to word your statement to overcome people’s jadedness (“yea, right, that’s probably just their HR talking.”) and show that your statement reflects your company culture.

Oh! Ladies, one thing I’ve discovered is that older guys are pretty alright. Something about marrying and having a family… My current co-workers are almost all older white males, but it’s in some ways a lot more comfortable than hanging out at MITERS, because feminism isn’t a dirty word or somehow less important than the latest in kilowatt lasers.

Today, I am a 41-year-old father and husband whose feelings on this issue have changed. I have come a long way since being a single, 26-year-old state senator, and I am not afraid to say that my position has evolved as my experiences have broadened, deepened and become more personal.

Congressman Tim Ryan

(Source: Rep. Dillon, Rep. Ryan)

p.s. This also goes for conferences… I’m looking at you, NERC.

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